playground love (queenofgreen) wrote,
playground love

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It feels strange to be alone again. A friend came to stay with me and I'm not quite sure how I managed it. I don't think it makes much sense. I think it's as though I can jump out of my head sometimes. Anyway it was nice and it made me forget.
I'm left alone now though and it's making me feel tired and it's making me think and I'd just love for these thoughts to be pushed back and back and pushed away from the front of my head because they're hurting my chest and making my body heavy. It's not something I want to feel anymore but it's not something I'm ready to deal with either. I am going to pretend that nothing has happened and that he never existed and I will stop trying to try writing him letters and I will stop looking at photos of us and various things we used to share.
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